The Ultimate Divine Connection

Me literally every night. Find this art piece & more at

To give a quick backstory, I used to give myself to a lot of things & people attempting to get happiness & contentment in life. I never achieved full contentment unending happiness or complete satisfaction in sex, drugs, alcohol, making money, or even relationships. I was in an endless search for wholeness because I felt a deep hunger so I was no longer “empty”. After searching, I filled the void in my heart mind body and soul in God who was their all along. Waiting for me to come back home to His heart. After finding true love in relationship with Him I will never be the same. It is vital for me to stay connected to Him. Nothing else is more fulfilling. I have discovered everything I read in the bible come to life and experienced the truth for myself. Maintaining close connection with God is so important to me because of my story. NO other relationship is as important. This realization has brought me to this…

Depending on anything or anyone else but God (real life/love) to sustain fulfill or complete you results in death (separation from God). Just like a branch that is attached to nothing is detached from the vine (that brings life) and is destroyed, we are to be joined and connected to Christ (life abundantly) eternally fastened, securely attached, coupled closely, united in purpose, linked in truth, fused together by unfailing love, combined as one in deed thought and beliefs.

abideI am attached to a divine creator who has given me a divine purpose in life. He has appointed me for a special yet temporary duty while I exist on earth and designed me to fulfill it. God set me aside for a specific purpose to be coupled with His light and love to be one with His Spirit. I am a counterpart of Christ who is true life, holding my position as a daughter of the Most High. I am constantly functioning and corresponding to truth love and life. United in relationship we affect one another in order for me to transform, change, and be developed in character and behavior to be more like Him.             Only God has control, hold, power, authority, domination and guidance over my thoughts actions and destiny. He alone determines the path I take and shapes me for His glory. He alone gives me significance and helps me experience the true meaning of life. He alone has access to move touch or change my feelings and emotions, heart and soul. He alone can make me whole.

   2 Corinthians 7 12nd Corinthians 7:1

“Let us turn away from everything wrong within the body or spirit and purify(remove unwanted elements to improve ourselves, make small changes to gain more and more clarity to be refreshed and unburdened.) As we surrender to God’s plan and purpose for us, become committed by trusting and living by  faith in Him, living in wholesome fear of God & reverence, alert to His guiding voice and diligent in acknowledging Him daily)

 We give the deepest parts of ourselves fully to him alone. Just like God freely gives us His life we freely give our lives, transferring complete possession of all we are in hope & faith to become all that He originally created & sacrificed for us to be. Restored to our true purpose and reason for being. He teaches us about our value and transforms our character to be like him as we turn from darkness to light we allow, permit, and grant truth love and life to come into our lives and run it! We supply him our lives mind words and actions & God molds and shapes our hearts and minds doing all of the work for us as we rest in trust.

All of this is not for ourselves although we will benefit from a changed restored life it is for others to benefit from so we can encourage inspire and help others do the same.


Completely Satisfied in Him

A Spoken Word Piece from a Restored Young Woman with an Open Heart to Divine Love

“I don’t need a man to “satisfy” my desires, ignorant needs, or selfish cravings. This only leads to separation from my Almighty creator of Love Light and Purity.

Let me explain…

The true satisfaction I seek is deeper than a kiss or a quick orgasm. I have found a love that pleases my soul mind and body, something I have never gotten from sex or any relationship. It is impossible for a man or woman to please me like God can.

I know that this may sound crazy to a lot of people but, it is true. If you have ever felt a deep emptiness before and you’ve tried drugs or alcohol, sex or money to fill the void or at least to make you forget about it for an hour or an evening, if you have ever suffered with any addiction then you know what it’s like to try to cope with a miserable reality and seemingly hopeless future of unfulfillment.

That was me and once I got fed up with the consequences and negative effects my addictions gave me I started to pursue the one who created me for help. It has been a struggle to fight past hurt shame and pain to have faith in a holy God but, the more I believe, the more love I receive to remove the dark empty hole that I was in by flooding it with the light of truth found in Christ that free’s my mind body and soul. I am being made me whole and complete lacking no good thing because of my faith in Gods grace.

Honestly my mind took forever to understand and believe why God would love me and want to help me change into a pure being as He so we could be connected as one. It was extremely difficult to receive His love and believe and trust and still is an on going process but I will never give up because what I experience with Him is more than enough to satisfy the deepest cravings that I have within me.

It’s still difficult to perceive and understand His love completely, but maybe I never will fully, because my brain is too small to figure out such an infinite God. His miracles are mind-blowing but, I no longer let my lack of understanding create limiting beliefs that keep me from having great faith and connection with God or stop his love and life from feeling every part of my being transforming me into a beautiful Divine creation and giving me purpose and meaning.

No man can do this for me he will only distract me by awakening desires that keep me from being holy and deadened to the evil part of me that separates me from my Heavenly Father’s presence which brings ultimate fulfillment. One of those kind of relationships I can have no part in. Quick pleasure poisons my Spirit and taints my created value and image. I refuse to let anything or anyone come disrupt my relationship with God by igniting unhealthy habits of self-satisfaction that pervert my purpose and distort my identity. It is simply not worth it.”

Love the Lord your God with all of your heart, all of your mind, all of your soul, and all of your strength. Mark 22:37

Faith For Today

The most amazing thing happened to me as the morning began to come blowing in by the cool fall breeze,
Seemingly majestic the sun rays of light came peaking through the clouds at me
Outside the birds ushered in the morning chirping singing playing in the wind,
A glance at the window startled me when I saw a tiny little bird right outside of it,
On the twig it stood, and on top of a bush it looked as though it were hiding and watching and waiting for guidance from the wind to tell it which way to fly.
It moved so quickly almost unreal to see so closely.
It’s beauty made me smile and turn into a child all over again, in awe of such a wonderful creation trying to capture the moment on camera would’ve made me miss it, so I decided to soak this one in.
Its existence brought me joy and peace knowing if the creator of all things can take care of a little bird it can also take care of me.
That beautiful tiny bird created my faith for today. All of my needs are met by wonderful blessings, even the ones yet to be received.


CREATIVITY bleeds from the pen of INSPIRATION
CREATIVITY bleeds from the pen of INSPIRATION

A Way of Life, What we Breath, The way we Think, How we Live, & What we Speak,

Inspiration is the key to all things unlocking for you and me on this journey, to self,

Self discovery is the mystery as we pursue our destiny,

Inspiration is motivation to see differently,

To live unusually uncommon to the average human being,

To spark a new thought and ignite the fire in someone else with the impulsiveness of your own passion which brings you satisfaction,

Desire is the heart beat as inspiration lives to lead

Encouragement, adoration, curiosity, & energy follow  close behind its breeze of enlightenment.

Refreshing is inspiration!

As it saturates the mind of the receiver with its beauty, & taps into the heightened sensitivity of the well of imagination, flowing through their circulation, causing them to live, move, and breath inspiration!

As you discover the flame of passion and desire burning within you let inspiration spread like wildfire 

& allow it to overflow out of your mind and saturate the world around you!



Down Sewer Lane


“Why does my mind have to journey down such dark gritty ugly places?” I asked myself this question as I caught my mind drifting and wandering down memory lane again.

I must not have the most pleasant memories because it seems every time I remember something that’s happened in my past it’s not delightful…

It makes me wish things in my past never happened because they haunt my memory and cloud my mind with grief and grittiness.. But, I remember that if my past didn’t occur then my present would be different. & As of right now I am content with what I have and where I am; admittedly I have come a long way since the way I used to be when I made decisions that I was not proud of. These thoughts remind me of something called “The Silver Lining”, which is one statement of good to focus on in situations that are not to great.

So, as I stroll, I stop and look at where I’ve found myself. I recognize where I am is in Sewer Lane, “How did i end up in the discusting place? I must have taken the wrong turn when i turned down Gutter Blvd.” While I am wallowing and waiting in a puddle of guilt from mistakes, i contemplate and ask myself “How am i supposed to get out of here? And not just get out but never return?” it took a while but i realized… My way out comes from me, because my thoughts of dark memories have come from me as well. I began to seek deep within, past the images before me and with a willingness to escape my memories from the past, I see a light, “Yes! A way out!” it starts with a silver lining to guide me in escaping from the hell I’ve found myself in. I free myself with a light as i go closer letting my mind venture towards it all of the darkness slips away. A small ray of truth rescues me from the dark lies I was giving my mind to.

I’m rescued by truth from the lies. “That is no longer me”, I can tell myself. “This vision of dark gritty nastiness will not benefit me in anyway.”, “I’ve overcome this mindset and this situation!”, “I am no longer their i am here!” My sewer of gloom slowly disappears as I let the light shine in and I don’t just escape my past but I destroy it with the power of truth. My sadness then turns into gladness as I am freed from the sickness of guilt and pain made by an experience that tried to haunt my memory. I can no longer think on the useless illusion that means nothing!

A part of the Journey is to keep going! Don’t look back & don’t look down! Let’s not let our history dictate our destiny in ways that are ugly and gritty. Let go, destroy the past, and rejoice that it is over! The best is yet to come on this wonderful journey of life! Though darkness may rise and we may have journeyed down the wrong place whether mentally like in my case or physically, spiritually, or emotionally; there is an escape! Search deep for the truth and allow it to set you free so you can continue on your journey joyfully, with no regrets or hang ups that try to get you hung up on your past. Embrace today, because yesterday has truly passed away!


Moving Mountains


When traveling on a road trip or venture, the goal is to make it to the destination as soon as possible right? You’ve been on the road for days and everything is going as planned. The roads are nice and smooth. Until you start elevating, getting higher into the atmosphere, you suddenly start to see huge figures in the distance. Then you realize I’m going to reach those soon. As you drive closer and closer, those once faint objects are now ginormous and literally towering over you. Very intimidating but you manage to swerve left and avoid any complications in your travel. Yes! You made it, close call. Just right up until you look out, and see a another right up ahead. 2x bigger than the one you barely missed. And not just that one, but a whole strip of made objects blocking you from your destination. You become discouraged and worried if you will make it home. It seems impossible from this point. So you pull over into a ditch, and sit because as long as your in that safe place its easy, and managable for the moment. Time now is passing you by, and your now so far behind scedule that you feel there is no use.
Are you in a ditch? Or mabey its a pit that you keep digging yourself in deeper and deeper because you think there is no way out. And perhaps someone gave you a travel map, but you know that there are still obstacles to face in your path that are impossible to conquer on your own. Maybe you turned around to try to find an easier road?
If you have big dreams exspect some mountains in your way. The 1st step is to be ready. Prepare yourself to elevate, because as you get higher, and closer to where you want to be in life problems will arise. You have to realize with big dreams come big obstacles. It can be very intimidating on your own, resulting in so many taking an easy road, or just simply not making it anywhere. Mainly its all because of fear. Looking for a solution? Do you have goals in life that with hope and security you feel you can accomplish them? The answer and only way to conquer the impossible in your future is God. Not only will his love drive out all fear, but He gives you hope and the will power to face those mountains head on. With Him holding you in his arms you know everything will be alright. You might get some bumps and bruises along the way but in the end of your travel with faith in God you will reach your destination victorious! So strap on those boots! No the road ahead will not be easy, but by faith in Christ You Can Move Mountains!


Matthew 17:20 “…For if you had faith even as small as a tiny mustard seed you could say to this mountain, ‘Move!’ and it would go far away. Nothing would be impossible.”

(How to find God)